Friday, September 17, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

memories

will be goin to skirmish tmr.. reiminds me of my ncc days where we had to go for those tembak tembak stuff (i have seriously forgotten the name for the event!). if u shoot well, u'll get the marksman badge and u'll pin it up on the left side of ur rank. going to camps and getting tortured or we torture other ppl. heh! i was labelled as the queen of torture at a spec course camp. haha! that was one instance that boosted my ego! muahaha! coz i took care of sec 3 boys and i juz loved lookin at their pathetic faces while getting corporal punishments! muahaha! not that i'm with corporal punishments la.. it was juz to entertain me and my buddy. heh!

i guess the good old days are meant to be the OLD days. u can never relieve it, neither can u see ppl living it rite now. what u went through was exclusively yours, no one else's, only that u can share it with the ppl u went through it with. (i'm kinda rambling but i hope u get wud i mean).

some memories are juz so vivid in u tt u think it had happened juz yesterday. i remember during the final day of my udi course and i was arrowed to be the platoon ic to march the rest to the cook house. when we gott back, i was supposed to ask a girl to fall out n meet wit sgt. muthi. instead, i said sgt. muthu and the whole platoon burst into uncontrolled laughter. but hey! i became famous! haha!

the bad memories? well, i think its better to juz forget them rather than repress them. it juz eats up ur heart and it can juz bring u down when u recall the unwanted memory. oh ho! i juz had a test on false memory! heh! sometimes, u can juz mess up ur memory when u're psycho-ed to. for example (in the study i had to rread abt), some family members assured their child- the object of study- tt they had been lost sometime when they were a kid although it wasn't true. the obkect of study really believed it and could even tell the story in detail! the power of the human mind in being able to sway ppl's thoughts and the wekaness of the others who are swayed.

so! if certain memories are meant to be kept, write abt it! no need to add colours to it when u decide to recall. and! if u remember a bad memory, stop and think, 'maybe i'm just exaggerating it?'. hey, if it helps u forget it, why not?

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:22 PM < +